my grandmother’s relationship with her other son and his family infuriates me. she does so much for them, and they do so little to repay her. she feeds them all the time, and she pays their cell phone bill. oh, and they all have fucking smartphones. totally unnecessary. especially since they can’t afford to pay for them at all.
so the other day, as a favor, my uncle came to replace the faucet in my grandmother’s bathroom. she also wanted them to paint the cabinet. and i swear, i could have done a better job when i was like ten years old. the paint is uneven and it has smudges and it’s just terrible. if i had known that they were going to do such a horrifying job, i would have done it myself.
seriously tho, she’s trying to get her house ready to put on the market. and no one is going to want to buy a house for $850k with messy ass paint jobs all over the place.
i should probably start using this thang again.
this summer has been okay so far. i got a job at uno’s really easily, but i haven’t actually started working yet. and i have no idea what my schedule is going to be like. already people are trying to make plans to see me this summer. and i just have a feeling that i’m not going to be able to take off work that often. we’ll see.
i cannot wait for the next two weeks to be over. but i have so much shit to do til then: two long ass research papers, a short(er) paper, and four exams. the mac miller concert is next tuesday, and my dad is coming next wednesday to get as much of my shit as he can. and when i finally get home, my parents won’t even be there. so i’ll have the house to myself. i need to get my shit organized and since no one has fucking called me, i’ll go to the lake and apply to some places around there. it would actually be kinda cool to get a job and work around deep creek all summer. oh and i got a single room for next year. in sullivan with megan. which is good. i kinda want to move in now.
why do i have to be like this.
like at all.
nothing is okay.